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INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!


How do you feel today?
Strange- Tokio Hotel and Kerli

What's your outlook on life?
Hunger Games Overture- District Tribute

What does your family think of you?
Inferi in the Firestorm- Nicholas Hooper (From Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince)

What do your friends think of you?
He's Killed the Dog Again- Hans Zimmer (From Sherlock Holmes)

What do strangers think of you?
Take Me Away- Lifehouse

How's your love life?
Less Is More- Relient K

How will your love life be in the future?
Alexithymia-Anberlin

Will you get married?
My Heartstrings Come Undone- Demon Hunter

Are you good at school?
The Cave- District Tribute (Hunger Games)

Will you be successful?
Teenage Dream- Boyce Avenue cover

What song should they play on your birthday?
I See the Light- Mandy Moore and Zachary Levi (from Tangled)

What song should they play at your graduation?
Alice's Theme- Danny Elfman (From Alice In Wonderland)
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1. Real Name → Mary
2. Nickname → Lil' Bit, Voldemort, Sillygoose(by my parents), Shortstuff
4. Male Or Female → Female
5. Elementary School → Osage Beach Elementary/School of the Osage Upper Elementary
6. Middle School → School of the Osage Middle School
7. High School → School of the Osage High School
8. Hair Color --- Medium Brown
9. Tall Or Short → Average, but compared to most of my friends, I'm tall
10. Loud Or Quiet → Mainly loud
11. Sweats Or Jeans → Jeans, because I hate sweats
12. Phone Or Camera → Phone
13. Health Freak → Nope, not at all. Have you seen how much I eat?
14. Drink Or Smoke?→ Never.
15. Do You Have A Crush On Someone?→ Um... does still having feelings for somebody count?
16. Eat Or Drink?→ Drink, depending on what it is :3
17. Piercings?→ Ears
18. Tattoos?→ Nope.

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN...?
19. An Airplane→ Nada.
20. A Car Accident → Yes, sadly
21. A Fist Fight--> Sorta, if you count slapping your sister, and then she slaps you back

FIRSTS:
22. First Piercing → Ears. 12 years old, I think
23. First Best Friend--- Tommy and Andy Dettmer- Osage Beach Elementary
25. First Award → I don't remember. I think it was the Faith Award I got in 4th grade
26. First Crush→ Andy, 3rd grade
28. First Big Holiday → Dunno

LASTS:
29. Last Person You Talked To → My mother
30. Last Person You Texted → Still texting my friend Adam
31. Last Person You Watched A Movie With → My mother, two nights ago-The Bandwagon
32. Last Food You Ate→ Toasted peanut butter and jelly sandwich, about an hour ago
33. Last Movie You Watched→ The Bandwagon
34. Last Song You listened To → By All Accounts (Today Was A Disaster) by Emery
35. Last Thing You Bought → I think it was the pretzel bites from the theater
36. Last Person You Hugged → I think it was my dad
FAVES:
37. Food → MASHED POTATOES!!!!!!!!!!! XD
38. Drinks → Dr. Pepper
39. Clothing → Jeans, or shorts with a t-shirt
40. Books → You expect me to pick just a few? Nuh-uh, not gonna happen.
41. Music → Alternative Rock, Soft Rock, Hard Rock, some Heavy Metal, some Pop, some Classic Rock, 0.0000001% of rap, and I totally hate country.
42. Flower --- Vinca/Morning Glory
43. Colors → Navy Blue, Green, and Brown
44. Movies → To Save A Life/The Avengers/Men In Black III
45. Shoes → Converse!!!!
46. Subjects → Drama, Choir, and History

IN THE PAST YEAR I...
47. [x ] Kissed In The Snow (I think so, anyway)
48. [x] Celebrated Halloween (every year)
49. [x] Had Your Heart Broken (yup, twice)
50. [ ] Went Over The Minutes On Your Cell Phone
51. [ ] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation
52. [ ] Came Outta The Closet (I'm straight)
55. [x] Done Something You've Regretted
56. [x] Broke A Promise
57. [x] Kept A Secret
58. [x] Pretended To Be Happy
59. [x] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life
60. [ ] Pretended To Be Sick
61. [ ] Left The Country
62. [x] Tried Something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it
63. [x] Cried Over The Silliest Thing
64. [x] Ran A Mile
65. [ ] Went To The Beach
66. [ ] Stayed Single

CURRENTLY:
67. Eating → Nothing
68. Drinking → Nothing
69. Getting Ready To → Do nothing
70. Listening To → Listening To Freddie Mercury by Emery
71. Plans For Tomorrow/Today → Grate soap for laundry detergent, play on the computer, and then have dinner with my family with Cameron, Kat, and Caryn
72. Waiting For → Whenever my heart will heal

YOUR FUTURE:
73. Want Kids? → Yes
74. Want To Get Married? → Yes (though shouldn't this question be before asking if you want kids?)
75. Careers in mind → Starting a band, Choir Teacher, or join culinary school.

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL?
76. Lips Or Eyes → Eyes, definitely. Though no more brown ones for me.
77. Shorter Or Taller? → Taller, definitely
78. Romantic Or Spontaneous--- Spontaneously romantic, please.
79. Nice Stomach Or Nice Arms → Does it really matter?
80. sensitive or loud? → Sensitive, and loud :P
81. Hookup Or Relationship → Relationship
82. Troublemaker Or Hesitant → Troublemaker. Much more fun >:D

HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost Glasses/Contacts → Yes
84. Ran Away From Home → I think I tried once
85. Held A Weapon, For Self Defense → Eyup. Though nobody was there.
86. Killed Somebody → Nope.
87. Broken Someone's Heart → I think I did once... On accident...
88. Been Arrested → Nope, I'm a good girl >:D Nah, it's just that I hid the bodies well :3 jk lol there's no bodies :P

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself → Sometimes.
91. Miracles → Yes!!
92. Love At First Sight → I'll have to say yes. That's what my mind and heart say.
93. Heaven → Yes
94. Santa Claus → Nope
96. Kiss → ? Like the band, or kissing in general?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now? → My bestie Sukari-Ayashi otherwise known as Safa
98. Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life? → Tbh, I dunno
99. Do You Believe In God → Yes!
100. Post As 100 Truths And Tag some people → Y'all can tag yourselves
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Chapter1: Goodbye

A tear slipped down my cheek as  I saw David walk towards me in his Marines uniform, his bags in his hands, ready to go.
"Hey, hey now. Don't cry beautiful. It's gonna be alright. I'll  always come back for you, Luce." David said after he set down his bags. He came towards me with arms open,and as always, I ran into them. Sobs racked my body as I held him tightly.
"I love you forever, forever and always, through the good and the bad and the ugly. Please just remember, even if I'm not there. I'll always love you, forever and always..." He sang into my ear, in an attempt to soothe me. I clutched him even tighter to me.
"Lucy, it's going to be alright. I'll be here in time, I promise. No matter what, I'll be there." David said, gently pushing me away so he could put his hands on both sides of my slightly swollen stomach. Hands shaking, I put mine over his.
"I-I love you David Rowan. I-" I got cut off as his kissed me. His lips were soft and warm. Then, I put my arms around his neck.
I pulled away to catch my breath, reluctantly.
"I love you too, Lucy. Don't ever forget that. I love you, baby" He knelt down so his face was level with my stomach. "I love you too, baby." He said, then kissed my stomach. I felt a slight flutter of movement. I giggled.
"I think they like you." I said, smiling.
"There's that beautiful smile I was looking for." David, said with a quick grin, and got up.
"Has anyone told you you're the best man in the world?" I said, smiling again.
"Let me think... Yes I have, by the most beautiful woman in the world that I'm lucky to have as my wife. Has anyone told you you're the best woman in the world?"
"Only by the man who's the father of our unborn child. You." I replied, and David kissed me again.
He pulled away after five seconds.
"I have to go. Don't want to be late."
"I wish you could stay here with me."
"I wish it too." He kissed me quickly on the lips, then turned to get his bags.
"David, wait." I said, and hugged him one more time, as tightly as I could, my tear-drenched face pressed against his chest. As if I could keep him with me forever. He stroked my hair, as if for the last time. Reluctantly, we pulled apart.
"I'm going to miss you." I said, more tears threatening to spill over.
"I'm going to miss you too." He said. David then kissed me on the cheek, and then grabbed his bags.
"Goodbye." He said, a few tears in his eyes.
"Goodbye." I said, now crying silently.
David gave me a sad smile as he opened the door, then he closed it, and he was gone. I collapsed on the couch, completely exhausted. Sleep came easily, and in a moment I was out.



Chapter 2: Life Goes On Outside Your Head

2 weeks later
       I picked up the pencil, hovering above the lined notebook paper.
Dear David,  I wrote.
It's been two weeks since you left. The house feels empty, and everything reminds me of you. As for me, I've been managing. I've been sick off and on, but that's expected.
7 more months! I'm so excited! I can't wait. I love you, and I miss you.
Love,
Lucy
It was short, but I didn't have much to say. He would know what I couldn't say with words.
I folded the letter, and put it in an envelope, finishing off the letter, I put a stamp on it. I decided I would mail it tomorrow. On further thinking, I changed my mind. I needed to get out of the house more. Putting my medium length hair into a ponytail, I walked towards my keys, and my purse, and headed out the door, to my white Ford Explorer.
It was a short drive, the post office was only five minutes away, so I was there in no time.
After I dropped the letter into the 'out-of-town' slot, and back into my car, I decide I would visit Taylor. my old best friend.
I knocked on the door, and waited for an answer. It had been awhile since I had talked and hung out with Taylor. Three months ago, to be precise.
Immediately, Taylor opened the door.
"Hey!" I said, a grin stretching across my face.
"Lucy! It's so great to see you! How have you been? Here, come in." She opened the door wider, and waved for me to come in.
"I've been pretty well."
"How's David?"
"He left for the MArines about two weeks ago."
"How interesting." Then she seemed to see all of me. I put a hand on my stomach self-conciously.
"Are you pregnant?!" She asked, excitedly.
"Yes." I replied, with a happy grin.
"How far along?"
"Almost four months."
"Will David be home in time?" Taylor asked.
"He promised me he would be."
Taylor smiled. "You're so lucky to have David, y'know?"
Taylor and I talked for hours. I looked at the clock. It was late.
"I should probably be getting home. It's late, and I have to work tomorrow."
"Okay. Call me sometime, okay?"
"I will."
I left then, and went home.
For the next two weeks, it was that same routine.
_____________
"David, you know what to do."
I nodded my head, showing that I understood.
"Sir, may I send her a letter? Just one? It would give me more piece of mind, sir." I said, staring directly into my boss' eyes. He sighed.
"If you must."
"Thank you sir."
"You are dismissed." I left the room, and sighed with relief. I had already written the letter, and it was now in my pocket.
I then headed to the postal area of headquarters. I put my letter in the proper envelope, stuck a stamp on it, and sent it off. Lucy would get it soon, I hoped. No, I couldn't tell her everything, but in the letter, I did as much as I could, which wasn't a lot. To be specific, nothing.
All I could tell Lucy was how well I was doing, how much I love her, and miss her. I meant all of it. I wished I could tell her what I had to do, but that would everything. In three week's time, they were going to tell her I had went missing in action. I didn't like it, but it's what I had to do, so I could protect her. My enemies could target my connections. I was going to do whatever it took to keep Lucy safe.
I had a little bit of free time, so I pulled out my untraceable cell phone, and called Lucy.
"Hello?" Her familiar voice answered.
"Hey Luce, it's David" I said, a smile reaching my face.
"David!!!! How are you? I've missed you so much!" I chuckled.
"I'm fine. I miss you too, beautiful. How are you holding up?" I asked.
"Pretty good, actually. Taylor's helped." I could hear the smile in her voice.
"Taylor? You got in touch with her again? That's awesome."
We continued talking for another hour. It was so good to hear her voice again. Too soon, I had to go.
"I love you." I said.
"I love you too, David, more than anything." Luce replied.
I clicked the 'end' button.
Time to go to work.


Chapter 3: He Was Her Reason and Her Life...
3 Weeks Later


       There was a knock at the door. I put down the book I was reading, puzzled. Taylor wasn't supposed to visit for another two hours.
"Who is it?" I asked, loudly enough for whoever was waiting outside that door.
"Ma'am, we need to speak to you." A man's voice answered.
A feeling of dread passed over me. I didn't want to answer that door, but I had to. Whoever was at that door wasn't going to give good news.
I slowly went to the door, my nerves tingling all over, and opened it.
"Mrs. Rowan?" A tall, broad shouldered man with Marines-cut brown hair asked.
"Yes, that's me."
"I believe this is for you, I'm Lieutenant Gavin Masterson." He handed me a letter. I opened it, cautiously. It read:

Dear Mrs. Rowan,

We regret to inform you that your husband, David Rowan, was reported missing in action on Friday, May 20th. We are sorry for your loss...

I couldn't read anymore, my body had gone completely numb. The letter dropped from my hands.
"Are you alright Mrs. Rowan?" The lieutenant asked. My world closed in on me, and then I blacked out.
"Mrs. Rowan!" Echoed in my ears.
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1. Go to Urbandictionary.com and type in your name.
2. Post the first definition (NO MATTER WHAT IT SAYS) in your journal.
3. Publish and tag ;D

My name definition is: The best girl a guy could wish for, They dont get any better than her

I'm cool with this :D
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